Where do you see yourself ten years from now? 🕙

In a coffin most likely

Either by my own hands and my own stupidity, or the crime rates in my country, or the corrupt cops.

@Background Pony #7295
That’s sad to hear man :( I hope you’re still here in all honesty :(

@☬ ᏝᏆᏁᏨᎾᏝᏁᏰᏒᎬᎳᏕᎿᎬᏒᎱᎯᏁ ☬
That’s what I want, but realistically speaking, I’ll either still be the terrible person I am now, or even worse, completely insane.

@Starless
Still can hope :)

In 10 years that’s a long time… Hmm hopefully still making stuff. Hopefully mentally improved there are some things I sometimes still get really stuck with.

Hopefully still with my bf. Ehm hopefully physically improved. Like not full goals of climb mount Everest just doing better then I am now.

I also hope that I learned a lot and improved my skills.

Maybe a house. Idk in this economy tough XD

Homesteading on a multi-acre lot in northern Michigan. May still be doing transport work. Could possibly see myself owning a small business. Marriage and/or children seem unlikely now but who knows? I’ll probably still be seen as a little strange to others.

@☬ ᏝᏆᏁᏨᎾᏝᏁᏰᏒᎬᎳᏕᎿᎬᏒᎱᎯᏁ ☬
The urge is just really strong sometimes but I think I’m just about able to prevent myself from actually going through with it, although I do feel like one of these days I might just slip. I talked about it a bit in some other thread, think it was the vent thread.

@☬ ᏝᏆᏁᏨᎾᏝᏁᏰᏒᎬᎳᏕᎿᎬᏒᎱᎯᏁ ☬
There is no hope for me.

@Background Pony #D6CF
I understand.

@Starless
Still wishing the best for you 🙏

@☬ ᏝᏆᏁᏨᎾᏝᏁᏰᏒᎬᎳᏕᎿᎬᏒᎱᎯᏁ ☬
You shouldn’t be.

@Starless
That’s fine c:

@🂾𝕃𝕚𝕟𝕔𝕠𝕝𝕟𝔹𝕣𝕖𝕨𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝔽𝕒𝕟🂽
I hope that he is on his way to fulfilling his goal, or else he has found a new one.

Hopefully living in a small apartment living comfortably making art

I absolutely don’t know where life will take me within 10 years…and that’s what scares me.

I’m hoping I can still live in the same house I’m living in right now without any foreclosure, and I hope I’ll still have the same job I have now but I’m not sure if my job will still even exist by then.

If there’s anything I’ve learned throughout life, nothing is secure and you could lose everything no matter how hard you worked to earn or preserve it. In fact, the older I get, the more I realize you’re guaranteed to only have net losses rather than gains: loved ones (including my cat), some of my hair, having a healthy body, the privilege of dating certain women due to being fat and old and balding, etc…

Needless to say, I’m a sad and nervous wreck.

Hopefully alive.