The bitter truth of birthday.

It’s all easier when you embrace it.

Yeah can I have another window please?

I like the idea, but in reality, “clicking” on either imaginary button won’t change much. Nobody can make use of all their possibilities, even people who are regarded successful. There is always that nagging feeling you should have done something differently or better, if only you were smarter or luckier or more persistent/persuasive/hardworking or whatever. But that’s the point - you’ve probably recognized and used most possibilities that you could, based on your personality traits, background, social status etc. Some other people are just better at it. (Well, unless you’re mentally ill, a junkie or something like that.) Realizing this fact or remaining oblivious to it is unlikely to objectively change realities of your life, although it may serve as coping mechanism.

Time is merciless.

Yes…
I have no one to spend with on birthdays.

I’m alone, with no future.

I understand that more thank you think.