@Smitty1991  
Their first post, which was deleted. 3 years ago.

@Background Pony #3E83  

 
@warc9  

 
How did you take suicide away from that?

Such a cutie

@zippysqrl  
Hmm…ok thank you, I forgot there was a forum to be honest.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
Try the forum next time.

@zippysqrl  
Can you mods just leave me alone? That’s all I’m asking. Just leave me the fuck alone. Reporting doesn’t work because the whole website is run by neo-nazis. Just leave me alone.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
Oh my god, seriously shut the fuck up, you’re a joke, you’re literally just trying to get attention. Your profile picture is pinkie with a noose and this whole suicidal bullshit was posted on a completely arbitrary picture where it doesn’t even belong. not many(read:none) suicidal people go posting that on random safe image on an imageboard unless they’re purposely trying to get a response(aka, seek attention)  
It’s a fucking enigma anyone took you seriously in the first place.
 
“Everyone I come across hates me and I just keep making things worse”  
Gee I wonder why.
 
A mod who is trying to make you behave and follow the rules of the site is not “power hungry”.
 
“You shouldn’t be picking on someone with suicidal tendencies.”  
You shouldn’t be posting “suicidal” comments, insulting other users who believe you and take the time to try and help, and talking shit to mods who tell you to cut it out.
 
Just Stop.  
If you continue with this, then I would not be surprised if this ends in a permaban, because jesus fucking christ. Seek real help in a psychiatrist or something, because you’re not going to get it here, and you’re clearly wasting your time and everyone else’s.

@SocDev  
Power hungry mod. Power abuser. You shouldn’t be picking on someone with suicidal tendencies.

@PinkiePieisHotMare
 
You say you were not joking about hanging yourself, yet you are still here, soaking up sympathy from people who care.
 
You say I am abusive, yet I rightfully banned you for coming to a fetish image, calling people who enjoyed it schizophrenics, dismissing their complains by backing up your opinion with a pseudo psychology degree you think you got thanks to reading a Wikipedia article about schizophrenia and then calling someone a faggot.
 
You also antagonized other people, for which I warned you about.
 
So no, I have every right to call you out for your bullshit. THIS is not how a “sad” “suicidal” person acts.

@PonyJosiah13  
No, I wasn’t making anything up. I am serious about everything I talked about. And I am not attention grabbing. This guy is just one of those typical mods who like to abuse their power that people talk so much about. Yeah I said an insult in another post but there was no reason to call me a liar in the first place. I also had a 3 day ban so I couldn’t say anything within those days until the ban lifted. Anyone curious can pm me, I am honest about what I said about what I mentioned. You open up to someone and then get called a liar afterwards. What a nice community.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
I’m so sorry to read that and can’t help you somehow, you deserved something better…

@SocDev  
To be fair, how we were supposed to know that?
 
I have a close friend who’s battled with depression a lot of his life, so I take suicide threats seriously.

Please, dont feed PinkiePieisHotMare.
 
They are just attention “grabbing”.

It gets worse and worse. I am just going to write a suicide letter with every person who caused me agony. And then die so they all get haunted by my ghost and the cops will go after them.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
Okay, I’m not going to talk with you if that it’s what you want, I’m sorry if I have bothered you somehow. I hope you can be happy soon, or at least repair your problems.

@TheAnonShy  
Just stop talking to me. I’m already even more mad that I got my comment deleted.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
Look, I don’t know you, and of course I don’t know deeply what happens to you more than what you have said, but what would you get committing suicide? pain of familiars? You really want to end your life in this way, being sad? Everybody here have problems, some more, some less, but you don’t need to give up. Want to know why? Because we often hug more our success than our failures, and you are now in a hard time, you probably think this is just a wordiness, but it’s true. You won’t earn anything if you do that.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
I have trying to contact and get my friend back for two years and I haven’t given up.
 
Heck, I just lost internet at my house and I still wont give up. I don’t give up. I wont give up on you.
 
I know it doesnt seem like they would do much because I thought the same thing but they can help. Please call them.
 
http://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/
 
 
Life is amazing. You are amazing.
 
http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
 
http://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/

So I went all the way to 3 cities on train and then walked for 30 mins to his mom’s house since he won’t talk to me and it turns out she moved away a month ago. The people who live there told me. It was raining so I got soaked drenched and wet in the cold. This was a huge waste of time and money. Fuck even trying anymore.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
People wants to see you happy as we are trying to do, don’t refuse to life if there’s still hope outside, and you can see for example how @warc9 tells you about their bad experience in the past, but he could keep going, therefore you can too. Cheer up! Life can get dark, but there will be always someone which wants to help you, no matter where or how.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
I know how that feels.
 
I got in an argument about whether or not Scoots could fly by definition with a friend.
 
I said I was right and he was wrong.
 
I tried to apologize by sending him a PM over and over again saying “I’m sorry” then he blocked me.
 
I regret ever having that argument. I wish I could still be friends.
 
Two years. That’s how long he’s blocked me.
 
Then my life got worse with bandwidth problems, someone close to me dieing and, almost becoming homeless.
 
But I called someone. Every time I thought I would give up and do the unthinkable I called someone.
 
You can call someone too. As my friend I ask you, please call someone.
 
http://www.iasp.info/resources/Crisis_Centres/
 
I haven’t given up hope that one day Ifreann will unblock me on NS and you shouldn’t give up either.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
Are you still alive?

@warc9  
My friend won’t talk to me. And refuses to re-add me.

@PinkiePieisHotMare  
I like Scootaloo and the avatar looked cute.